Things on Tuesday

Loathing:

• Doldrums
• Loneliness
• The never-ending desire for justice that could potentially cause me to become a crazy vigilante one of these days
• Still can't get over people who think that their mere presence on this Earth entitles them to be complete assholes and always have their own way
• That I can't stop myself from thinking bad thoughts about assholes - I don't wish bad things, but I certainly don't wish them well. I wish I could be the kind of person that always sent out vibes of good will, even when people don't deserve it. I try to be, but its so hard.
• The fact that I'm losing my faith/belief in the common good of people
• The fact that I'm losing my faith that everything in the world is a circle and that Karma will take care of all injustices

Loving:

• My wonderful, loving, caring and supportive Mother, who I would haven't made it through the past two months without
• My music (as usual) - my music is my lifeblood, it helps me cope, it cheers me up when I'm down, matches my moods when I'm up and provides a beautifully constructed soundtrack to my crazy life
• That my best friend called me not even a half an hour after she arrived home from her honeymoon in Hawaii - I love her so much and two weeks without hearing from her was TOR. TURE.
• Thoughts of eternal sunshine and palm trees - the summer is quickly winding down and the thought of cold weather, dreary skies and winter is truly more than I can bear. I definitely need to move to a climate of perpetual summer. I would try so hard not to take it for granted.
• My friends - through good times and bad, I've got wonderful friends, and I need to not forget that so easily - especially when everyone is so busy that we just don't have the time to catch up.